Sunday, December 17, 20068:56 PM
okay... tis is another emo post.... dun read if u dun wan to see emo stuff...okay... i am feeling super horrible now... guess wat.... i tink wen i die, no one, and i realli mean no one will drop i tear for me... no one cares, i wont be missed... i noe...
i guess, even my family will feel happy wen i die... coz lesser ppl to feed.... 1 freeloader down.... i will be forgotten, never missed....
so... i cried... i cried again... i haf lost counts of how many times i haf cried tis year... i feel horrible... i never cried so much in the past.... oh God, just take me away.... take me to your side... i cry coz i noe no one will cry for me... i help you ppl cry.... i dun even tink dere will be anyone attending the funeral, other than the pastor tt is (well hopefully he turns up...)
i cant seem to stop crying... tears juz flow... i hate tis.... bleahx.... me feeling emo here, and the rest of my family is like laughing happily... my presence is redundant.... well, i guess wen i die, dere will be insurance... so yeah... everyone is happy...=)
someone... juz kill me... coz i tink suicide will not work... not insurance to claim... yupp.... tink of a way to kill me naturally.... i will be thankful.... actualli i noe how to kill myself.. well i can give an idea, and someone carry it out for me, so it wont look like a suicide...
its very easy... no blood spilling at all... juz take a stringe and inject air into my blood vessels... i will die like i got suffocated, but there will be no marks =) perfect yeah?? complete nice body... but so wat if its nice??? no one will come to my funeral either... soo... no diff la... well i tink it will be easier to get rid of my body... since dere is no blood stains and its in 1 piece.....
okay... so hu is willing to take on tis role.... after i m dead, juz delete my blog... den evidence of me tinking of dying will be destroyed... and juz get rid of every evidence... and dere you go.. perfect =)
end of post..... please volunteer yourself... thanx=) your help is much appreciated...
yamapi!!!<3
